A miserable day for me!

It's such a special day for me! From the very morning 12am got a hit to bleed of no reason, to the very evening as right now, 8pm still in the office...Everything seems to be normal but when puzzle them together~ it became such a terrible day!
I don't know why am I sitting here besides composing this blog. I feel so tired. But fortunately tomorrow is Thursday. Friday I would be resting!
Hand's still hurt, actually the scar isn't big but it made my heart pains. I don't know why he hit so harshly just because by 12:00am I didn't sleep...no smoking, no drinking...just sitting there to edit my website silently, coz I would like to send the first birthday card to a friend, that's my special habit. I was not even talking through IM! I am so confused by his strange action and now refuse to go home!
But whatever, I had to go home even though. I don't want to sleep in the office, since I either don't like here that much, hehe.
Anyway, Everything will be fine! Maybe tonight I could sleep earlier? Sure...my skin becomes rough by the computer radiation everyday 12hours in my 20s! This is life everyday. I started complaining again...better to stop writing, or I would say life and death matter again~ I believe this isn't an interesting topic for most.
At least I had a grace from God who granted me a student, who probably would help me better on my financial risk.
The company...had postponed the payday again, last time they said was the only time! Now made all of us feel so tight！Why I always try to think the good of him? Just unfairly because I am a Christian? I sincerely wish he would be as good as I thought!