Boring life in Kunshan

Where there is solitude, there is Bernadette...
This is my comment of Kunshan, Solitude, Prison, Toy, Dispare. I don't like here, I want to go home, really, why should I keep staying here doing nothing...though still working but don't feel like living... Oh my life...
I want to go home, to see my daddy everyday, to hug my friends, to talk to them, to hold my cat and to kiss him...I love Beijing...
I am really boring here...Where should I go to enjoy except travel alone all the time? I love travel but here I can only travel, this is different...
I admire those people live in cities, I admire those people quarreling with there brothers and sisters...I love my life before...
Who can free me from my solitude here...I need a love here or a true friend...God please give me one...
I even would like to get married recently...see how lonely I am...not because of sex or money, but only a person to waite at home...a home to rest...a place to go after work...or please let me home...to beijing...