I was drunk

Saturday the whole day I was shopping with my colleagues, we got lots of things for hot pot cooking, the whole day's fine, except there was a rainy evening.
Later we went to Gary's place, we ate, drank, smoke from 7pm-3am, haha, it's really a long time. I didn't know what happened, I was very happy that night, maybe got to see a long time no see friend from Beijing or probably because of one week no food~ So I ate a lot, also drank a lot, smoked a lot...
At about 3am, we would had ice-cream time, but unfortunately I vomited badly, maybe just because of one week no eatting at all, so my stomach could not hold on anymore, plus the whole pack of cigarretts and about 5 bottles of beer...oh mine. I was really tourturing myself.
I felt very bad the whole night, coz it's the first time I got drunk, even before I drank more I wound't feel so bad. anyway. after Sunday the whole afternoon rest, I felt better of my stomach and headache's gone.
I tried to apologize to Gary on Sunday afternoon, he pardoned me for that, coz he gets drunk often:-) So he would understand me.
I could understand him now, actually after I came here, there's a weird lonelyness inside of my heart, of no friend, no hug and no love here, only colleagues and work, it's really unhealthy sometimes. So we tend to use cigarretts and alcohole to get ourselves unconscious.
I will take care of myself in the future, no more drinking so much, if cut off beer completely seems to be difficult to me, at least I could cut it down as 2bottles a week. right? Hehe.
Please pray for me.