I was drunk

Saturday the whole day I was shopping with my colleagues, we got lots of things for hot pot cooking, the whole day's fine, except there was a rainy evening.
Later we went to Gary's place, we ate, drank, smoke from 7pm-3am, haha, it's really a long time. I didn't know what happened, I was very happy that night, maybe got to see a long time no see friend from Beijing or probably because of one week no food~ So I ate a lot, also drank a lot, smoked a lot...
At about 3am, we would had ice-cream time, but unfortunately I vomited badly, maybe just because of one week no eatting at all, so my stomach could not hold on anymore, plus the whole pack of cigarretts and about 5 bottles of beer...oh mine. I was really tourturing myself.
I felt very bad the whole night, coz it's the first time I got drunk, even before I drank more I wound't feel so bad. anyway. after Sunday the whole afternoon rest, I felt better of my stomach and headache's gone.
I tried to apologize to Gary on Sunday afternoon, he pardoned me for that, coz he gets drunk often:-) So he would understand me.
I could understand him now, actually after I came here, there's a weird lonelyness inside of my heart, of no friend, no hug and no love here, only colleagues and work, it's really unhealthy sometimes. So we tend to use cigarretts and alcohole to get ourselves unconscious.
I will take care of myself in the future, no more drinking so much, if cut off beer completely seems to be difficult to me, at least I could cut it down as 2bottles a week. right? Hehe.
Please pray for me.

Hamster's kill

This morning I saw a very bloody scene, I wish I would forgot it~ One of my hamster ate the other~ Rongrong ate Maomao~ I saw one chewing the other's head, making very nusty sound~ I could no longer hold the cage, I asked my roomate to help me to hold it~ carrying it outside and put it nearby my office building, later I asked Mr.Cui to help me with releasing two of them. Later Mr.Cui and Zhou came together with me and did it. We put two of them on the grass and went away. I know what's mean of doing this, there're lots of cats nearby, although they'll escape the day but night time I am not sure if they'll be safe.
I feel like vomit, washed the cage and went back office, because I feel myself more a girl than before, I could manage to be afraid of death~
But it's not a time to consider myself, full of my mind is our relation~ should I let go of Malcolm? Are we matching each other? If I continue to be keeping this relation, what will happen, though I know he is not maomao, though I know I am not a hamster, but still feel very much afraid of our future ahead...
If he doesn't like me, just let him go...for both of our good.

New beautiful Berna

I made up my mind to shed weight last thursday night and tried 4days of my shedding weight plan, it's really working and very healthy to me. I will keep on doing so!

I will cut off beer, forever! So later if you see me drinking beer please just feel free to ask money from me for Fine, one gulp 100yuan! I already kept 4days no drinking at all. I am also eating less, because I cannot exercise at my phase~ too much muscles, so if I run or do any exercise it's just for muscle development~ at most hiking for me.

I lost 5kg in 4 days by this method, I will keep on doing so with more carings for my body:-D

I believe a slim bernadette would be very beautiful. For sure! Shedding weight for health, for work, and for beauty

2nd time to Shanghai

On the evening of Friday I went to Shanghai by train, my roomate Sally also would like to accompany me, so we went together. After we arrived the train station, we found there're alot of people~we bought our return ticket. When we found the train depart time is so late, we would love to stay in a restaurant to wait for the train. We happened to meet a person on our same table, he is also working in Kunshan, base on software programming, so we talked a little bit, he also introduced to us his this and that, hehe. Maybe he's interested in Sally since that day she wore very beautiful:-D

About 8pm, we got back to the train station, fortunately this time the train hasn't late, so we got onto it smoothly. There're many people on the train, it was hard for us to get our seats, there are 3 layers of one train, our seats is writen on the top layer, but we found it in the middle~ Don't know what kind of ticket they printed, hehe, anyway we had our seats, many people there standing.

We reached the Shanghai station half an hour later, I had to accompany Sally to waite for her friend, since she's so dependent~I am also responsible and caring for whoever with me. Unfortunately the person's super stupid, he wasn't able to find the subway exit I mentioned, had to explain to him many times on the phone, wasted lots of money for travel service! Oh mine, whatever, 40minutes later we found him! I was very angry for wasting my time so stupidly, I handed Sally to him and immediately turned back to my subway entrance, and politely said a bye bye, the only word I spoke to him, he just said a bye~what kind of person he is! Because of that day I was a bit angry, so I didn't really considered well Sally's safety with him, he looked like very weired a person~I should had arranged a hotel for her~but fortunately she is fine at last.

I went to see Christl later, got to her place about 10pm. After a short talk we slept.

The next morning we woke up about 9:00am, we went to the Huaihai Rd., since I came to Shanghai very roughly, though staying for 3months, but I didn't take my cosmatics with me, so I had to find a Sasa to buy my cosmetics to cover my work need. after shopping we continued stepping on the most beautiful road of Shanghai. I love it very much, we went to visit Suen Yatsen's place, it's very attractive to me, and it's my aim this time. We found it without too much effort. We had to wait for the tour guide finish one group. In our group, there're 2 Shanghai students, 4 Singaporean travellers, and 2 of us, we changed on our shoe spats for the clean of the house, but it seemed to be wored by hundreds of people, though it's looked clean~ anyway, tolerate since I love this president of China.

Later we went to the most famous Shanghai nuddle restaurant, it's widely spread throughout hong kong travel books, so I went there to try if it's good~ the shop only opens 1hour before, now it's almost 3hours a day. 1hour in the morning, and 2hour for lunch time, it's not far from Suen yatsen's place. We waited for almost an hour for the seat and cooking, within my imagination, here's really a lot of Hong Kongers customers, on my table there's also two singaporeans, why there're so many singaporeans in Shanghai? Don't know~honesty speaking, the nuddle is not that good as it mentioned on the book~quite normal~

After our lunch, we continued our shopping travel, we went to the most luxurious shopping mall Paris Spring, at first we made our mind only to go for window shopping, but after we arrived, we both bought something for souvenirs, hehe, since the receipts has Paris Spring's logo~ I bought for this reason lah, I went to the super market in the basement of this mall, it's very expensive inside that mall, my sliced bread costs 7yuan~normally could be 5yuan at most in Beijing foreign store, anyway, since I need food back in Kunshan, so whatever. I also bought some Natto, the Natto's cheaper than Beijing's, and the Kimchi, I've been missing Kimchi the whole week in Kunshan, at last I got some~happy~

Later we went to Nanjing road again, I went there the first time in Shanghai, this time's mainly for cloth shopping, I didn't bring many cloths to kunshan, so have to purchase some from shanghai, Kunshan's cloth are super expensive, almost nothing under 100yuan! I got some pants from Nanjing Rd. and some other things I forgot.

Later we went to the bund, I love the bund at night very much! We had our talk for about 2hours about whatever interesting or hindering~ Just for relax~ Later we went back home.

Because Christl had a headache so she slept early, I logged on my MSN to see if there's any buddy there, I saw Gary my colleague, he gave me a very interesting page to play with. I just realized his typing speed was super slow~ he told me he hurt his arm last night for just sleeping by one side~ surprising~hurt by sleeping in a bad position. But he said we'd have a KTV the next night, so I was very happy! wishing him rest well and happily logged off.

The Sunday morning, I made up my mind to go to the biggest cathedral in Shanghai, the Xujiahui Cathedral, we are there at about 8am! So early of us, but we found the Mass's celebrated in Shanghai accent, so I didn't understand anything, since their choir is okay, at least I had something to enjoy of. hehe. Later we took our pictures there, and I also grabbed the priest there to take a picutre with us. I also got the introduction of that cathedral. We departed after the Mass, because I would like to go shopping again for my future food, so Christl went home.

But after I arrived the subway I changed my mind to go for Lu Xun's home, it's quite far away from the centre, so I had to give up my mind to shop for eat. I arrived there on about 10:20am, it's really far, the train took about 40minutes, but it's worthy at least. I met a kind person to take me to the house of Luxun, if not by his help I would never find it by myself smoothly, it's very hard to find. Luxun's place is very simple, he had a son after he's 40s, so he treasured the son very much, gave him the best room of the house, the house has 3 floors, and it's very neat and clean. I could feel Lu xun's spirit there in the house.

Later I visited the Nei shan book store which was belonged to the best friend of Lu xun, it's occupied by ICBC already, but on the second floor there's still the memorials for the store. unfortuantely the day's sunday, I wasn't able to get in, it's open only from Monday to Friday~

Later I visited the tomb of Lu Xun, it's also very simple, of course it's big, but it's not luxious at all. I bowed there and took a picture before his statues~

Later I kept walking to non-where because I still have sometime for free walk, I saw there's a big supermarket just nearby the subway station, I had 1hour left for shopping, I bought a lot of food to eat~ it's so nice of God! Because I bought two rats on the way to the supermarket, and they're not storable in the supermarket, so I took them with me for shopping, haha, it's the first time I did so crazy a thing~ fortunately the stuffs there love the rats~good~

I later went to the subway station and came back Kunshan with Sally. She looked fine on the train, she tried to explain for that man who picked her up~ seems that she had a nice weekend, that's enough.

I contacted Renee my colleague to ask if Gary and Andrew would go for KTV this evening, she said yes and we started to plan our night on the train. After arrived Kunshan, Sally took my super heavy bags to the hotel, and let me freely play with others, hehe, she realized I was angry that night, but actually I already forgot that small a thing, hehe, whatever, it's good to play without luggage~

We had our dinner together about 7people. I am the one who shedding weight so I didn't take anything, so they enjoyed a lot~

We had a great time in the KTV, although the quality is not satisfying, but at least we could sing~ I sang my favorite songs, all of us enjoyed alot~

about 23:20, we left the KTV for home by taxi~after got home, it's the time for world cup, Brazil VS Austrilia! I slept in the middle with a facial mask on my face~ because I am not a good socor fun~ hehe.

Happy Weekend

I had my happy weekend last Sat and Sunday, Saturday morning though I lost my voice but I could still keep a good emotion during the important meeting. I took the meeting's note the whole day long with a happy mind, because my gloomy days' passed haha, woman's always crazy, haha.
On Sunday, coz I had no more time going for Shanghai, so I could only stay in Kunshan, I went to Kunshan city for shopping with Andrew, Gary, Weier and Andy, weier's boyfriend, we sent Gary for hair cut at first then we accompanied Andrew for ware shopping and later we had a wonderful lunch altogether, Gary has a new hair style, looks happy, I love Barbecue~Brazilian Barbecue used to be my favorite one in Beijing, now I enjoyed in Kunshan~wonderful~
After our lunch we went to Bairunfa Supermarket, it's the biggest one in Kunshan city for us shopping, it's as big as Beijing Carrefour, I love it, but there're just too many people, the people here are simple, but sometimes they don't watch the road when they're walking, so watching other's became my habit here, have to make sure they don't run into me~ haha
Later dinner together after shopping, I cleaned our room after dinner, it's a big task, haha, they're really too messy, I thought myself messy but I found myself so tidy after I met them, oh my dear girls~ They came back late, and found it's so clean, they appreciated me alot~ and started to talk~ the biggest room talk we'd ever had~ so scary~~~I didn't mean the topic but the energy they have~ till 3am~~~one of them start crying about her boyfriend, the other one lying in my arms, I am very afraid of hot, they refuse to turn the air con on when theyr'e sleeping, but pls don't make me hot~ my cover was fully wet by my sweat~ at last I got few hours sleeping~ and fortunately that girl went away~my God, thank you~
The night's most wired one I'd ever had~
But quite interesting~working now, writing later

Nanjing Travel

in the morning I got onto the nanjing train, it's one of the worst train I've ever got. I bought a cup of nuddle as my breakfast on the platform, but on the train they refused to serve me the hot water! They asked me to buy a cup of coffee! I was a little bit unhappy, I talked to her this and that, then she served it unhappily!
Before I got off the train, there was a travel angent selling their travel products, their nanjing 1day trip is 100yuan plus15yuan bus fee. so I accepted it. But after we got on to the bus they refused to pay for one of the most expensive site! I asked for the refund and 1hour later they gave back me only 85yuan. coz I warned him I am a tour guide also, I could easily sue them, undoubtedly I was before, so I cheated them.
Later I went to the most attractive site I wanted to go, the president's office of nanjing. I loved it so much. and the Zhangshan tomb. but that place I had no time to go anymore. I could only expect next time to visit Mr.Suen Yasen.
The President's office is huge and beautiful, I put the pictures in my album, I love it so much. If you have time I suggest you to visit it, it's very historical, from the taiping tianguo time until the Jiangjieshi government.
I could feel Suenyatsen's living steps there in the office and house. I love him very much so I carefully picking up every little air from this sacred place. I love there undoubtedly.
About 12:00, I finished my tour there, got some souvenirs for friends, but later found them fake. whatever.
I got the train back to kunshan, just knew how far is it, 4hours on the train. standing! Many people got on and off on the way, very disgusting, I kept smoking in the smoking area, also few people there. at last I got to kunshan at about 6pm. the bus to my hotel's already finished so I had to take a taxi back...
That;s a great weekend but the travel experience wasn't very nice so I decided to stay in the hotel for few weeks to recover. too tired.
I kept travel too much indeed

Wu Xi Travel

hello, I upload this post one month later, so some of the details I forgot, just write some main points to you, wuxi is really a nice city!
I decided to go to wuxi just few day before I started out, since wuxi is close to kunshan, so I am just freely went to the train station directly to get my ticket, that time was about 8am, after a lone queue, the stuff told me they only have the afternoon ticket, so I went to the long distance bus station, to check if there is a chance there, fortunately there is a bus going to wuxi every clock, so I got the 9am bus ticket for 30yuan, (train ticket is about only14.) then it's only 8:15, I went to a internet cafe nearby because I knew few of wuxi, have to check it's information, so later I checked wuxi and nanjing the two cities.
l spent 20min there in the cafe, and got onto the bus. the bus's nice, much better than the train, comfortable chairs, aircon pretty cool, and also tv service. great!
1.5hrs later I got to wuxi, it's really very nice, the industry and enviroment development are nice. I went to the Beijing-Hangzhou Ancient Cannel at first, coz I'd love to see the cannel and the people living nearby. I got there, but there's no more traveler's ship service, so I kept walking 1km alone the ancient great cannel and came back by the same bus.
The taihu lake is most famous lake in China, so I must go there right? Yeah, I went there by another bus, 1hour or so I got there, it's really a big lake, very beautiful, looks like a sea!
I wandered to the ticket gate, surprised me alot, the ticket price is 105yuan! anyway, I don't want to be regret after I return to beijing, so I bought it and got into the park. There is a bus to take us to the ferry, I got onto the bus, talking with 2 Cantongers, about how's the sites etc, they told me it's nice etc., I got to the ferry, saw many people there, alot of foreigners, undoubtedly it's famous.
I got on the ferry's top deck, started my shooting, hehe, I am a picture fans! haha. it's really beautiful, you can go to my album to see it.
I got onto the island, since I know nothing of this island, but there are alot of travelers, so I just followed the tour guide, listen to her, sometimes if I am not interested in some sites or shopping, I just hurried on to catch up the other tour guide of another group. So I traveled very nice there. I saw the big died budha, about 30meters long lying inside of a curve. I also saw the god's temple, so tall! about 20meters tall or so, very huge, I also put them in my album.
The island is super nice. after the island i took the ferry back to the coming way, there're some other sites I haven't been.
I went to the baofu temple, this and that sites, very beautiful scenery left in my camera! I was so happy.
I loved wuxi so much so I decided to stay one night and go to nanjing at the other morning.
I got a hostel to stay, if there's anyone came with me, I would rather choose a hotel, sice just by myself, no need to grant me too expensive a place. I checked in and went out for supper, the supper wasn't very happy, I ordered one, suddenly within 5sec, I changed my mind to another dish, and the waitress told me they haven't yet cooked that one, but later my first ordered dish came, when they realized it's wrong, they just put the sourse of the second dish to the first dish, you could imagine how disgusting it is! I was angry, if I eat it, would be bad for my stomach coz they sourse' contradictory to the dish! I told them to cook the first dish again, they did. but charged me two dish's price...shit...I didn't want to cause any trouble so far away, okay! bear them!
Later I went to my room, the smell made me crazy, I beared to 11pm, then I really wanted to vomit. really don't know if they had ever washed it or not, even 50yuan/night should be clean at least! I went to the front desk to ask them refund! (just to scare them) they asked a girl to check for me, I showed them my angry of the bad smell, an old cloth under the bed, and so many mesquitos! My eyes were full of fire, she said they really didn't clean the room after the last custer's gone, I could imagine the last customer was a dirty farmer, haven't take a shower for ages! I commanded her to change me all of it new, otherwise...that time I was really super angry, so they did all what I commanded, and served me some tea to let me calm down. I know my angry face is scary, so seldom being angry. That's why I always smile. hehe.
Looking at the clean bed sheet and banquet, and some air cleaning stuffs on the wall, meanwhile killing the mesquitos, I felt much better, the air con is much cooler, maybe it's because my mood, hehe. I had a nice sleep after 1am. coz I loved the tv channels there. hehe
I got the train to nanjing at 5:45am. so I had to wake up early.
to be continued...

Dog Dictionary

Please protect the dogs beside you and give them a shield! Don't hurt those beautiful angels, be good to them and God will bless you!
This is the dog's Chinese and English names for your reference or interest
1 Affenpinscher 艾芬笃宾犬（猴面梗）
2 Afghan Hound 阿富汗猎犬
3 Airedale Terrier 万能梗
4 Akita 秋田犬
5 Alaskan Malamute 阿拉斯加雪橇犬
6 American Eskimo Dog 美国爱斯基摩犬
7 American Staffordshire Terrier 美国史特富郡梗（斯塔福梗）
8 American Water Spaniel 美国水猎犬
9 Anatolian Shepherd 安娜图牧羊犬 （安那托利亚牧羊犬）
10 Australian Cattle Dog 澳洲牧牛犬
11 Australian Shepherd 澳洲牧羊犬
12 Australian Terrier 澳洲梗
13 Basenji 贝吉生犬（巴仙吉）
14 Basset Hound 巴吉度猎犬
15 Beagle 贝高犬（比格犬）
16 Bearded Collie 古代长鬚牧羊犬（长须柯利牧羊犬）
17 Bedlington Terrier 贝林登梗
18 Belgian Malinois 比利时玛利诺犬（比利时马利努阿）
19 Belgian Sheepdog 比利时牧羊犬
20 Belgian Tervuren 比利时坦比连犬（比利时特弗伦）
21 Bernese Mountain Dog 伯恩山犬
22 Bichon Frise 卷毛比雄犬
23 Black and Tan Coonhound 黑褐猎浣熊犬
24 Bloodhound 血猎犬（寻血猎犬）
25 Border Collie 边境牧羊犬
26 Border Terrier 边境梗
27 Borzoi 波索尔 （苏俄牧羊犬）
28 Boston Terrier 波士顿梗
29 Bouvier des Flandres 法兰德斯畜牧犬
30 Boxer 拳狮犬
31 Briard 伯瑞犬
32 Brittany 不列塔尼猎犬（布列塔尼）
33 Brussels Griffon 比利时粗毛猎犬（布路塞尔格林芬）
34 Bull Terrier 牛头梗
35 Bulldog 老虎犬 （英国斗牛）
36 Bullmastiff 斗牛马士提夫犬
37 Cairn Terrier 凯安梗 （凯恩梗）
38 Canaan Dog 卡南犬 （迦南犬）
39 Cavalier King Charles Spaniel 查理士王小猎犬（骑士查理王猎犬）
40 Chesapeake Bay Retriever 乞沙比克猎犬
41 Chihuahua 吉娃娃
42 Chinese Crested 中国冠毛犬
43 Chinese Shar-pei 中国沙皮犬
44 Chow Chow 松狮犬
45 Clumber Spaniel 克伦伯犬
46 Cocker Spaniel 曲卡犬（可卡）
47 Collie 牧羊犬（柯利牧羊犬）
48 Curly-Coated Retriever 卷毛寻回犬
49 Dachshund 腊肠犬
50 Dalmatian 斑点犬
51 Dandie Dinmont Terrier 短脚狄文梗
52 Doberman Pinscher 都柏文犬（杜宾犬）
53 English Cocker Spaniel 英国曲卡犬（英国可卡）
54 English Setter 英国塞特犬（英国雪达）
55 English Springer Spaniel 英国曲卡犬（错了，是史宾格犬）
56 English Toy Spaniel 英国玩赏曲卡犬
57 Field Spaniel 田野猎犬
58 Finnish Spitz 芬兰猎犬（芬兰狐狸犬）
59 Flat-Coated Retriever 平毛寻回犬
60 Fox Terrier (Smooth) 猎狐梗（短毛猎狐梗）
61 Fox Terrier (Wire) 刚毛猎狐梗
62 Foxhound (American) 美国猎狐犬
63 Foxhound (English) 英国猎狐犬
64 French Bulldog 法国老虎犬（法国斗牛）
65 German Shepherd Dog 德国牧羊犬
66 German Shorthaired Pointer 德国短毛指示犬（或称波音达）
67 German Wirehaired Pointer 德国钢毛指示犬
68 Giant Schnauzer 大型史纳莎（巨型雪纳瑞）
69 Golden Retriever 金毛寻回犬
70 Gordon Setter 哥顿塞特犬（哥登雪达）
71 Great Dane 大丹犬
72 Great Pyrenees 大白熊犬
73 Greater Swiss Mountain Dog 大瑞士山地犬
74 Greyhound 格雷伊猎犬（灵缇）
75 Harrier 哈利犬
76 Havanese 哈威那（哈瓦那）
77 Ibizan Hound 依比沙猎犬 （伊比赞）
78 Irish Setter 爱尔兰塞特犬（爱尔兰雪达）
79 Irish Terrier 爱尔兰梗
80 Irish Water Spaniel 爱尔兰水猎犬
81 Irish Wolfhound 爱尔兰猎狼犬
82 Italian Greyhound 义大利格雷伊猎犬（意大利灵缇）
83 Jack Russell Terrier 积奇罗素梗（杰克罗素梗）
84 Japanese Chin 日本犬（日本仲）
85 Keeshond 荷兰毛狮犬
86 Kerry Blue Terrier 凯利蓝梗
87 Komondor 可蒙犬
88 Kuvasz 哥威斯犬 （库瓦兹）
89 Labrador Retriever 拉布拉多犬
90 Lakeland Terrier 湖畔梗
91 Lhasa Apso 拉萨犬
92 L?wchen 罗秦犬 （罗岑）
93 Maltese 玛尔济斯
94 Manchester Terrier 曼彻斯特梗
95 Mastiff 马士提夫犬
96 Miniature Bull Terrier 迷你牛头梗
97 Miniature Pinscher 迷你笃宾犬（迷你品）
98 Miniature Schnauzer 迷你史纳莎（迷你雪纳瑞）
99 Newfoundland 纽芬兰犬
100 Norfolk Terrier 罗福梗
101 Norwegian Elkhound 挪威猎麋犬
102 Norwich Terrier 罗威士梗（挪威梗）
103 Old English Sheepdog 古代英国牧羊犬
104 Otterhound 奥达猎犬
105 Papillon 蝴蝶犬
106 Pekingese 北京犬
107 Petit Basset Griffon Vendeen 迷你贝吉格里芬凡丁犬
108 Pharaoh Hound 法老王猎犬
109 Plott Hound 普罗特猎犬
110 Polish Lowland Sheepdog 波兰低地牧羊犬
111 Pointer 指示犬
112 Pomeranian 松鼠犬（博美犬）
113 Poodle 贵妇犬
114 Portuguese Water Dog 葡萄牙水犬
115 Pug 八哥
116 Puli 波利犬
117 Rhodesian Ridgeback 118 Rottweiler 洛威拿
119 Saint Bernard 圣伯纳犬
120 Saluki 东非猎犬 （萨路基）
121 Samoyed 萨摩犬
122 Schipperke 舒柏奇犬
123 Scottish Deerhound 苏格兰猎鹿犬
124 Scottish Terrier 苏格兰梗
125 Sealyham Terrier 西里汉梗
126 Shetland Sheepdog 喜乐蒂牧羊犬
127 Shiba Inu 西巴犬 （柴犬）
128 Shih Tzu 西施
129 Siberian Husky 西伯利亚雪橇犬
130 Silky Terrier 丝毛梗
131 Skye Terrier 斯开岛梗（斯凯梗）
132 Soft Coated Wheaten Terrier 爱尔兰软毛梗
133 Spinone Italiano 史毕诺犬（斯皮诺意大利犬）
134 Staffordshire Bull Terrier 斯塔福郡斗牛梗
135 Standard Schnauzer 标准史纳莎（标准雪纳瑞）
136 Sus*** Spaniel 塞式猎犬
137 Tibetan Spaniel 西藏猎犬
138 Tibetan Terrier 西藏梗
139 Vizsla 维兹拉犬
140 Weimaraner 威玛猎犬
141 Welsh Corgi (Cardigan) 威尔斯柯基犬 (卡狄根)（卡丁根威尔士柯基）
142 Welsh Corgi (Pembroke) 威尔斯柯基犬 (宾波基)（彭布罗克威尔士柯基）
143 Welsh Springer Spaniel 威尔斯激飞猎犬（威尔士史宾格）
144 Welsh Terrier 威尔斯梗（威尔士梗）
145 West Highland White Terrier 西部高地白梗
146 Whippet 惠比特犬
147 Wirehaired Pointing Griffon 钢毛指示格里芬犬
148 Yorkshire Terrier 约瑟爹利 （约克夏梗）

My first homesick

This morning, the second time I was awaken by my homesickness, I was so much frightened by the nightmare I had of my dady, he protected me and~ I can't help myself thinking of him, I can't help...
I could only rise up at 6:30am which is an usual time for me to wake up, I went out of my room, getting the behind stairs down to the garden we have nearby a river, I sat at the bund of the tiny road, talking to God in the murmer of a prayer, I cried a little bit, not really cry, just some tears rolling down from my eyes~ I couldn't help though I always consider my self so strong~
I stoped my tears and gave my daddy a call, I know he'd be home at this time since he always rise up eary in the morning~
"Hey, daddy! How're you? I miss you~ everything fine" I pretended in a cheerful voice--"yeah, I am fine! And you, everything got used there?" He asked--I held my tears saying" Yeah! Sure I am fine! I just want to call you and say hi"--"I am fine, don't worry...I had dreamed of you twice~wish you're fine there, I worry about you..."Surprise...He had the same as I do...That's father and daughter~ "Your cat is also fine here...""I am not worrying about my cat, what I worry is you..."I said..."Yeah, I am fine, don't worry...""okay, then take care of yourself...I know you have a sore throat, and how's your cold?" He's so much caring for me~I still holding my tears in the eyes...saying" Yeah, I am fine...take care of yourself also"... ...
Then I hung off the phone...lit my cigarrets watching a little frog and a snail beside me, I took the snail, let it walking on my cigar box...imagine my home far away...
I finished two cigarretts and went back my room, took a shower then came to the office as the first person I'd ever been~
Good morning daddy~May God bless you~

Keep praying

Hi Everyone. I would like to remind you that the prayer's the most important element of our lives! Keep praying then you'll see that you're very strong and powerful. I just felt drained and weak in the past few days, Coz I'd been two weeks without praying since I just came to a strange city. I just recognized my weakness after Anthony came to see me, it's really a blessing from God to let me know how strange I'd been, so I sincerely suggest everyone of my friends keep praying to God, keep your faith alive.

I had a rosary this morning during Lunch time. Talking to Mother Mary about my tiredness, lifting up my whole to God, after 2pm, I suddenly felt very light, no more stress in my heart and started to count my blessings, soon after I finished all of the meeting note I'd been taking in the past few days, which I felt super boring, I also got back my passion to study Linux! That's really wonderful, God is so good to me! As long as I pray...Count your blessings now and praise the Lord always!

Shanghai Travel

On Saturday afternoon I went to Shanghai, I've got to take a taxi to the train station and go to Shanghai by train. My train was super late, I had got to wait for it about one hour at the station. waiting in a very noisy environment. but I can only do that. Fortunately I was with my HK colleagues; they're Andrew, Ken, Clarence, Leo, Jacky and me altogether six people, Andrew got to come back the same day so he's gonna be back very soon right after he arrived in Shanghai.

I got there at about 17:30 to the Shanghai Railway Station, my colleagues sent me to where I should be meeting my friend Christl and got their own way to travel. I was happy that they're very gentlemen always, hehe.

I was waiting for her and observing the first sight of Shanghai. Honestly speaking, Shanghai Railway Station isn't very nice, very messy and a little dirty, probably too many people there from outside...after I saw Christl, she told me that we were supposed to be going to see a government official---I was really nervous coz I was wearing a jogging suits, but there's no way, I already got there. So we asked a taxi driver, but he told us to walk there coz it's closed, after we'd been walking for about 15 minutes to a remote place, we found it's hard to walk there, so we hailed a taxi again, we found it's very far from the station, don't know why the taxi driver doesn't want to drive us there, it's 20 yuan for the taxi fare, so it's must be around 8-9 kilometers! He told us to walk!

We've got that place to see him---he's a middle-aged man, wearing glasses, and talking softly. He doesn't speak English; the secretary---a friend of Christl's---was doing the translation, and I was correcting her translation when it's necessary. The man was inviting us to an apartment, it's so called his office, it's a middle-sized apartment, with a lot of arts inside, I don't know if they're real or fake, I just heard him introducing about everything inside, the Jade table is 200 million years old~the stone is the only one here in China costing about 4 million~the wood's the best of all~the stone tablet is the best natural shaped of all~something like that, I consider it bullshit! Coz I am a questioning person and I could hardly believe whatever strange person or thing came to me. After about one hour of bullshitting to us, he took us to the ChongTsing Little Swan Restaurant. I've heard of that restaurant before, but I'd never got a chance to eat inside, so that's became the only worthy thing for me that night. When we came in I saw about 10 super beautiful girls doing belly dancing! That's my favorite, haha! I mean the sexy dance's my favorite, I enjoyed very much watching them at a very close seat, they're not dancing so good but their beauty got my eyes, hehe~~~

Our dinner was wonderful because of the girls but awful because of the people sitting beside me. They spoke business to me while in dinner~God I don't like talking about bullshitting business in my dinner table, especially with so many beautiful girls aside!!! But I gave him enough face to talk about whatever he likes, when I don't want to listen, I just eat and eat, or pretending not listening to him but watching the girls, hehe. He's okay, not talking too much, so this also caused him would like to talk even more to me after dinner.

We went back to his office, so called office apartment, he told me about his business going, about his company website or something like that, and showed me the~not saything the worst, but almost the most boring website I'd ever seen. Coz he treated me a wonderful dinner with the girls aside, I tolerated him and gave him also some bullshitting comments, hehe, maybe those things are enough for him~Christl was reading the Album of his with the introduction of the secretary girl, Christl was so patience~I have to learn from her. When we came home the girl even asked us to (live/sleep over/stay the night) with us~ Oh my God, okay, whatever, if me alone, I'd be very boring also, at least she's a talker to make us not feeling boring. Christl took us home.

We came home at about 22:30 with three bottle of beers. I would like to buy three because I would like to share with them, but at last I drank almost all of them, and my friends only got half a small cup of beer each. Probably I got 1.5L. It's just okay for me, not much not little. I was quite happy that night talking with them, about love, about life and about Sociality. I was introducing my way of helping the Homosexual people, and giving them the insights of respecting them as friends etc., we'd been talking till 4:25 am, and all of us got to sleep, Christl has a colleagues' cat to take care of, the cat was staying with us in one room and Sunny's staying in the other room. Christl was taking a shower and I slept very fast~ I am a dirty person, hehe, I just taking shower at my place and hotel, hehe.

We woke up at 9 am Sunday. We went to St. Peter's Church. 10 am is the English Mass, the Mass music is my favorite Mass of Creation. I enjoyed it very much. The Mass was celebrated by the bishop of Shanghai Diocease, he's very old but looks very healthy; to my surprise he speaks excellent English! All the altar boys are foreigners. We prayed the rosary altogether and waiting for the Mass start at 10:30am. The Mass was wonderful! I love it very much, took a lot of pictures. After the Mass we asked the priest to bless our rosaries, I also bought a Bible there. Then we left for the Bund

We got to the Bund about 10minutes later, it's really beautiful a Bund, looking from Puxi side, we see a lot of western buildings, we took pictures, and walked to the Nanjing Rd. also we went to the Yu yuan and the City's temple, we spent the whole afternoon in Puxi, the City's temple is a Taoist temple, with 3 halls in one temple area, it's a beautiful temple, I don't know much about it's history, it's said it's built in the beginning of 15^th Century, and rebuild in 1926. the most famous Zhengyi Taoist Branch temple. Yuyuan Park is the garden of this temple, the temple's gate ticket is 5yuan, very cheap, the yuyuan Park is 40yuan, that's expensive but worthy to look at it, the whole temple plus the park is totally 10,000square meters, it's not very big but very attractive and delicacy. After the city temple's travel, we supposed to eat outside of the temple, it's widely spread that the temple's snack's the best of China, we weren't hungry, so I just planed to eat some barbecues, but just to the point before I buy it, a Singaporean warned me that's not roast pigeon at all, it's a roast bat! I was shocked and determined not to be a bat eater~

Later we walked to the sight seeing tunnel, it's also famous because it's a tunnel between east and west of Shanghai. I didn't know there's cheaper way for subway or bus before, we spent 30yuan for one way going to Pudong side, 3minutes in the tunnel. We saw many weired things inside of it, there're so called ghosts—which looks terribly ugly and not scary at all, there are lights shinning, I think generally speaking it's okay, just the “Ghost”destroyed my dream to it, haha.

After we got Pudong, we saw the Pearl's Tower at a close sight, took pictures of it, and we also went to a big shopping mall, on second floor there's a Italian restaurant, we ate there, I ordered the sea food rice, cooked with tomato, I love it very much, Christl got chicken with mushroom rice, which cooked by milk, I tried some of hers, still think mine's more matching me. hehe.

We went out of it, took picture of the pearl's Tower at close, the tower at night's super beautiful! We love it very much, then we went to the subway station, I went back to the railway station back to my city Kunshan, and she went home directly.

After I got the train at 22:02 I saw my colleagues, they bought a lot of things from Shanghai, I talked with them, half an hour later I got back to Kunshan, 22:36. The taxi they called arrived, don't know what's wrong with the driver~He drove a QQ to pick all of us, 4big boys and one girl as me! We squeezed ourselves to fit the super limited space, Jacky as his biggest size sitting in front of us, I sit with other 3boys at back, Ken and I are sitting by the side, and Clarence and Leo's sitting in the middle, Ken and I round our arms on Clarence's shoulder in order to stablize ourselves, Leo's a little fat, he tried to sit as front as possible to give us more space for our hips, haha, it's really wonderful an experience, Ken kept shouting coz he felt his hip's super painful and numbed at last. Our car droved crazily, got home just by 22:56! It's never been this fast! Remember that we took about 2hours when we came dim the time we waited for the train? It'd be wonderful if everytime's like this speed! Haha!

I got my hotel soon, and enjoyed my night dreaming of Shanghai...

Music Love

Today since I am very free, so I would love to share with you my comments about guitar, to all the people who's reading my blogger I give thanks to you!

About guitar, I am not a authorized speaker, coz I am not a good player, I just love music and would express myself through guitar. I am speaking of music but not guitar is because music is the centre, any instrument is just the tool to express your thought, your idea of music, but not music itself. I speak of this is just because I remembered of a forum spoke about piano and guitar, the piano play said the piano's very elegant, guitar players said the guitar's their will of music but not forced by their parents, something like that, somepeople used some bad words there to fight with each other about this "elegant"topic! Back to myself, at least you're reading my blogger but not their forum's Ctrl+C/V.

I love music deep in my heart, I think everyone of my readers also, I
consider it's the love of God to us, to make us living happily on this sorrowful earth. I never fully appreciate myself until I started to sing loudly myself alone in the room of darkness, I never appreciate the love of God until I started to sing to the Lord. And I never feel so much power love until I knew music can be so powerful to move my heart! I am just appreciating and purely loving music!

I am not a good singer, not a good player, not even good at the knowledge of music, but I love to sing, love to play guitar, love to know anything about it, and also appreciate those who sings well and play music well, I like Faye's singing voice, I'd been singing her songs for more than 10years, My friend Malcolm's also singing woderfully and I like Malcolm and Chito's guitar playing, they're really doing great on music and making music their beauty of life!

I'd been loving the songs like the country songs, Angel voice's singing like Faye's, or any other kind of music witch enlightened to soul and making people alive. I don't like so much the histerical way to play electronic guitar with fast moving fingers on the board, it's good to please girls when they're in love, good to make men feel exited or accomplished when they're playing this kind, but I don't feel it's really in the rythme of one's life. sounds like of death, (maybe I am not pleasing those who love this kind but don't mind, it's just my comments here in my blogger, you can leave your comments below and we can share). I am reminding myself the happiness in this world by music, I am reminding myself the truthfulness and pureness of this world etc., all by music, I appreciate those who play accoustic guitar well, coz that's the hardest to play well. Although it's very easy to pick it up, but it's also very easy to drop it or to stop studying it after you got the smile of your loved girl or boy, accoustic guitar is very hard to learn for me after so many months I'd been learning it. I found there's lot of barriers I have to cross during my study. But I will try to keep on learning. I wish I can accomplish my self study guitar course, hehe.

When I came to Kunshan, I brought my guitar with me, when I was in the train, I put it aside of me, to sleep with it, when I was in HK, I bought it very hard-coz the salesman didn't pack up well for me so I had to carry it very hard, when I was bringing my dear guitar to anywhere, I am thinking of bringing my wish and my dream, I am thinking of being with my loved one, that is how much guitar to me, I hate those people who crash their guitar when they're angry, or expressing their roughness, guitar's innocent but killed by those stupid people, when I selled one of my guitar-the one I used for basic practice-I told the buyer to take care of my guitar, even if someday he doesn't like the guitar, would through it away, just remind me, I will pay some money to pick it back, and he promised me he'll never do that, also he'd keep the name of the guitar"Berna" I was so grateful.

I don't know why I talk about these things today, but I wish everyone can take delight in music and feel the love of God through music...

Try to sing a love song to God then you'll know what I am talking about.

Happy Children's Day

The Children's Day wasn't so special as the dragon boat day, since we're all good children, we didn't go for beer or smoking too much, hehe, we just finished our tasks at work and went home early, although it's early, we didn't just sleep right away. I did something good!~

I brought some books with me from Beijing, those are the music books from Hong Kong or the Philipines, all English songs, since I am the trainer to teach them IT English, so buy the way I could teach them other field of English, they love it! yesterday daytime I also taught some of them cooking English, hehe. I took out the song books and started to play guitar on it, they love the songs and would love to learn, that's good, I began to teah them the lyrics, since those are catholic songs, so they are forced to learn songs to praise God if they wanna sing, hehe, this is the good here, they have no choice, hehe. I taught them the simple songs, which easy to sing. until about 12:30am~midnight. we find if we go on singing or watching TV loudly would disturb other rooms, so we droped the guitar and about to sleep, but it isn't the end.

Soonly we found ourselves hard to sleep so we started to talk, the reason why I gave up 2persons' room but choose to get a 3 people's is just because those two girls are very kind and very warm hearted, at one hand I don't need to take care of them much-coz they will take care of me instead, second is that we all good at talking~hehe. So we started our topic~LOVE~

We talked about some love films which I am not familiar, we talked about their love experiences, one of the girl even never ever had a boyfriend during her 25years of life! Oh my goodness, I thought she has a good looking, hehe, and we also talked about our colleagues, not their personal affairs but just trying to get one boy for that girl, she's not interested in any of them, oh my God. That's hard! Since we're a technical company, 85%of our colleagues are men, most of them are Hong Kongers, others are from Beijing, Shanghai, Guangdong or the North east provinces, some of them super rich, some of them super handsome, and most of them are single~if in this field she couldn't find any where can I get her one???!!!

In the middle of our talk I'd got a Children's Day greeting sms from my friend Malcolm, haven't thought he'd be sending me this greeting sms, hehe, feel so warm and happy. though it's already past midnight, I happily replied him~


We chatted till about 2:30am, and happily went sleep~

Dragon Boat's feastival

Yesterday's the famous dragon boat festival for Chinese people, in rememberance of the most famous poet Qu1yuan2, the tradition of Chinese is to eat rice dumplings at this day. I thought it's not a big festival, probably our company would just let it go, but~each one of us got a rice dumpling from our company! I felt so warm since I'm far away from home. I thought it's just like this, no, it's just a beginning.

After we finished our work My roomates and me went to have our supper together to celebrate by ourselves, we ate simply, since I've been having some sort of tooth ache these days. After our supper I saw Gary, the one who's always take care of me. He told me that Andrew and others would like to drive to Bacheng Village to get something, since I haven't been there, they'd like to invite me to join in them. I happily agreed and got on their car.

We got there fast, just 10minutes for drive I think, or maybe less. They started their purchasing, I don't know why they bought so many things then, so I just follow. Finally they got a small but clean restaurant and got our vip room, we ordered some dishes and lots of beers and started to celebrate our dragon boat's festival.

During the supper Gary and me were sitting together, we drunk alot and meanwhile he smoked alot, I also did but not too much~We talked alot, joked alot with one another, speaking and teaching each our own dialect, since I am the one without dialect so I was absorbing them, hehe.

Later after our dinner we went back to our hotel. One the way back, a girl said she had prepared a wishing candle to put into the river so we'd got to join her for her safety, we got to a bank of river, a big river and two guys helped her to put the candle. the night was very windy, don't know how's the candle right after we put it in to the river.

While they were puting the candles, Andrew and me, also other boys were playing ghostly games, talking strange and scaring one another, hehe. Andrew took a picture of both me and the other boy, we soonly became shadows in the picture~Andrew were scared a lot and deleted that picutre. Hehe.

Later after everyone's ready, we got onto the car back hotel. very exiting while talking about the ghost, which used to be my favorite stories during my childhood. After we got to our own room, I saw a strange girl in my room with my roomates, I started to kid on her, coz most boys are okay with the ghost stories unlike girls so~hehe you could guess her reaction~(Hey, are you the "someone"? there's a girl looking for you said she knew you before, and she's stand outside of the room, she knows that you're coming back to your room and said she'd be there soon. I wasn't sure how's her looking, coz I couldn't see her clearly, her eyes~) Those are the easiest to let girls feel frightened. hehe

I am a naughty girl, and enjoy my naughtiness~

I like my dragon boat festival very much!